Saturday, September 8, 2012

Some times... I hate my life

First off, My brother starts spacing out. Then we realize it's seizures. Then he starts falling down. THEN he can't talk afterwards. THEN he get disoriented. And THEN he starts to get more angry and violent. We take him to a doctor in Montgomery and she gives him something. It doesn't work like we want it to. Take him to Birmingham and they still can't find his problem after two-three days of intensive care. Now he's having trouble waking up and he cannot speak. Add to all of this a personal issue that shall not be discussed but needs mentioning and two missing assignments(caused in part by personal issue), a locked test, and an overdue project that I must complete before locked test can be unlocked and you have a sad, grumpy, go-away-or-give-me-chocolate teenager. So yes, right now I have a reason to say such things as 'I hate my life'.

Well, since I'm with Grammy right now, she wants me to play a hidden picture game with her. I guess, even in the dark, there is a way out. Sometimes God reaches out and you know it's him, and sometimes he works through others. Right now, I do believe he is using Grammy as a way to pull me out of my personal gloom. Thank you Lord God Almighty for my glorious family who loves and cares for each other and thank you for giving us at least two church families who are praying for us.

Later,
Lil BIt

2 comments:

  1. How is Aiden today? I'm continuing to pray for you guys and know that God will work this out for good, one way or another. Have they figured out what's causing it yet? I'm sure he's been tested for epilepsy :/ And about your highly embarrassing personal issue, since you took the time to post it on here, it makes it look like you WANT people to ask about it, otherwise you wouldn't have mentioned it. But don't worry, I won't ask, haha. I'll just assume it's a...female thing that I, too, struggle with, and go on about my way. Uggghhh school plagues you wherever you go, doesn't it? Blecchhh :( It's good you're getting one on one time with your Grammy and she is able to help you through this. I'll pray for her, too, and please keep me updated in some form or fashion. Love ya Rae x

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  2. Nice save! I love the fact that blogger lets you edit posts. Such a nice feature. Little brother will be coming home Monday, we hope, and Grammy is keeping me from sinking too far into personal darkness. Meaning, I do believe she is keeping me from locking myself away and crying like a baby. Having him deaf and mute, more or less, just managed to hit me pretty hard. You don't expect a 7 year old boy who had been dubbed 'Noise' to go mute. Anyway, prayers are very much appreciated, pray for the spirit of deafness and muteness to be cast out pretty please? More updates later.
    Lil Bit

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