I got told off by my conciseness and now I've banned myself from my stories and most of my other activities(on the internet and most certainly not naughty so get that outta yo head!). Right now I'm taking a break between polishing a re-written essay, writing two journal entries and picking out five topics for a research essay from a website/blog and doing my Chemistry review and practice problems in preparation for the test I'm going to take tomorrow so I can turn it in on Tuesday. On top of this I have a speech I need to polish before Saturday because that's when I'm giving my practice run-through and the week after that is my BVN weekend and I will so not have the time for anything for the next two or more weeks as I buckle down on my school and my speech so without a doubt there will be no posts between now and then. After my weekend I make no promises. Junior year is rough, especially if your own mother doesn't know if you'll make it to college. My sister said I'd make it without a doubt and do well as a teacher but mom said she wasn't so sure when I asked her the same question. It's sad when only one person in your family will tell you you're going to make it and it hurts oh so much to hear my own mom say, 'I don't know sweetie, maybe it's not for you' when asked if she thought I'd make it into college. That is not what you tell a student who really wants to make it to college if you want them to work hard in senior year with a cheerful outlook. Just thinking about it I can feel tears pricking at my eyes and a bout of minor depression beginning. Pray for me this week and next, I'm gonna need it big time with the math, history, English, and Chemistry I have backed up and biting me in the butt. Oh don't go acting all high and mighty on me! You know what it feels like, I'm sure, when you're being buried in classwork, homework, familywork, and churchwork. It feels like all those days you put it off are coming and biting or whupping your butt. Anyway, I need to get dinner and then work on Chem homework, otherwise tomorrow is going to be way rougher on me and Mom than it should be.
See ya in two weeks or so!
Lil Bit.
