Erm... Whoops?

Yeah, my new year's resolution kinda fell flat didn't it? Whoops! But that 'whoops' doesn't hold a candle to when I over corrected while driving into my grammy's driveway and totaled the car I was learning how to drive. Note to anyone who doesn't have their licence to drive yet: do not let people push you to go faster than you're comfortable with, do not let people push you to drive on the road before you feel confident you won't wreck the car, and just go ahead and have three months worth of Saturdays and Sundays and possibly Wednesdays of driving around in a parking lot before you drive anywhere. It could save lives, cars, money, and trust. For me, the loss of my father's trust is the hardest blow I got from that accident. True, I have minor freak outs when things go wrong and on Sundays when the worship team loses me or the computer decides it wants a reboot or Dad tells me to 'go to that one.' However, in my defense for the computer glitches, my hearing is heavily impaired, dad has a level of intensity that I could never hope to reach when making sure things run smoothly, and there are times when I'm not sure which one 'that one' is. Okay, I finally said my piece and can move on from that. Anyway, just wanted to come and make sure my blog wasn't gone for good and write something. Plus this thing is good for venting. Online diary that anyone can read, who knew?

I think the reason this is so therapeutic is because maybe someone will read about what goes on in another's life and be touched by it. Think about it, you browse the net, find a blog, read it, then move on to the next and by the end of the day, how many lives have you had a glimpse of? How many people does your life touch without you even knowing by the power of the internet? People halfway across the world could be reading what I write, or that you write, and smile. People in the same funk as you could read your post and think, 'if they can get through this, so can I.' Maybe there's someone who has had it worse than you yet made it through and posted something about their experience and then you read it. How about you've had it about as bad as it can get and still have access to a computer and the internet and then someone who thinks they have it bad comes across a post, a picture, and tweet and they read your words, a piece of your life, and it gives them hope. If just one person could benfit from your live, from you posting what you've gone through somewhere in the vastness of the internet, would it be worth it to bare your soul? If just one life could be saved, would you take the time to post a small portion of your life? If just one soul could be given new purpose, would it be worth it all? For me, I'd say yes because no matter who you are or what you've done, the Lord and Savior of this world, the One who made everything in creation, still cares about you. If just one person could have their life changed by what I write, I'd give you my life story along with what I can remember feeling at those points in my life because, God may not have had to wipe a lot from my spiritual record, but he sure kept a lot of things making it onto my spiritual and physical record and if by showing what God could do for your children when you follow Him can save one person from hell I'll show everything I can.
Leaving you with that little bit of brain food,
Lil Bit

A New Year

What is up with the weather?! This thought has run through my mind more times than I care to remember. I heard a phrase to describe it tonight that I really liked. 'Bipolar weather.' Doesn't that fit recent weather? Ah well, it doesn't really matter, i was just trying to be a little funny before I got to the main post.

So... new year. Fun. Still suffering from being a lazy procrastinator. Nothing new there. However, I'm going to try to post at least one bible verse every day. I'm going to do the same thing on Facebook. Don't know how long it will last, but I'm gonna try. I'm also gonna try to clean my room and get my school done. Once I finish school, as in the semester, I'm gonna try to get a job. Yeah, wish the girl with the poor work ethic, no job history, no license, and no car good luck getting anything. Not to mention I still don't know where I'm going to go to college, let alone what I'm going to major in. I don't know if I want some sort of business degree or communications degree, or maybe some sort of computer thing. Anyway, yeah, lots of stuff to look forward to and lots of stuff to decide and prepare for. Welcome, 2014, and may you be bright, cheerful, and successful in all your endeavors. Good bye, 2013, now take your junk and leave.

This is Lil Bit saying, 'Good Night everybody!'